T start date:
July 5 2006
25 years old
African American
Black male
TransMAN
Houston, Tx
Website:http://geocities.com/xavier_dane/welcome
About
My Girlfriend:
24 years old
Female (BORN)
Houston, Tx
Email: Diva.Pink@gmail.com
Body of a woman, Mind of as
man. I've been this way for as long as I can remember, But
this is the first time I've actually spoke about it. I've been
living my life as a lesbian since about 1999, right after I
got out of high school. In school, I was for lack of a better
word straight and/or Bisexual. I had a steady boyfriend, but
slept with women. I had mostly female friends. I didn't like
guys much, mostly because I envied then, I didn't like them. I
hated the way they got all of the attention and how the girls
fawned all over them. I was jealous that they had that one
thing I didn't have a DICK. Penis ENVY is a mutha !! LOL! But
once I graduated, the real me slowly began to emerge.
Life as a Black lesbian stud:
Being with women was natural.
I loved the way they felt, smelled, walked, looked, and
tasted. I enjoyed the company of a lady. They was I felt/feel
about women was the way a man feels about women. The natural
instinct kicks in to take care of a woman to provide for her,
make her feel like a real woman should. From 1999 to Present,
I have been with women. I have had long and short
relationships with women in that time frame but now I am
engaged to a wonderful, caring, understanding and supportive
woman. She is supportive of me 100% with my transition.
Keeva also has a four years old daughter from a previous
relationship that I love dearly and in january 06 Keeva and
the Lil one recently asked me will I be her daddy. SO I
have a supportive family all around.
Unfortunately a lot of
Transgender people have to deal with where they fit in
society, do we fit into the Norm (heterosexual) or do we fit
into the gay and lesbian community, Loss of family and love
ones, friends, jobs, and various life alerting things.
Why Transition? Why now?
I am tired of living my life
... as a woman. I've never. Honestly felt like a woman. . I
was trapped this body of female. A man trapped in a woman's
body is a living hell. I feel Like I've been acting through
transition, this is the first time in my life that I can truly
say I'm Happy. I expect nothing but great things to happen
now. I can finally be the man I was born to be.
